Life is turning upside down

Sorry haven't been on in a few days. My life just changed outta know where. I was getting married in september. But know I guess I'm not. Eric just told me he didn't wanna be together or get married and just moved out. What the hell?? That's all i'm going to say about that right now. I'm just trying to put one day behind the next and move on. We were together for 6 years!! So anyways it helped me lose some weight though. I couldn't eat a thing for 3 days. I have been eating about once a day now. So it's getting better. I did start walking more. But didn't not get to work out this week. Didn't have the engry or time. I have 3 kids and 2 dogs to take of by myself now. Oh and a house to unpack. We just moved in!
I went over to my Aunts tonight for dinner. After dinner we all took a walk. She showed me the trails that lead up to my house and we also went to the park so the kids could play. The fresh air really pooped them out!! We also walked to the post office this morning and played at the park. I got another wicked headache after being outside this morning. I think it's my sinus. But after 2 hours on the couch with blanket over my face I was good to go. Good think baby took a long nap!
I only had 1 soda this week! and it was at the movies with my daughter. I didn't even have that much. and only about 3 handfuls of popcorn. That happened to be one of the days I couldn't eat with out wanting to throw up.
I really used to enjoy my fast pace walks alone with my ipod but now that I have the kids 24/7 guess that's going to be alittle harder. If I get the back room/office cleaned out I can get someone to bring my tridmill in and can run on there at night again.
Ok gotta make a list of things I got to get done this week. I got no car and no job! this should be alot of fun. I'm going thursday though to meet with an avon rep to start selling avon. That should give me alittle extra $. and he said he would pay me support on his paydays. But I think i'm going to get cusdty and apply for child support anyways. Just so I don't have to worry about not get $ to take care of our kids.
Hope every one had a great Easter!