This is my first time really blogging. I'm struggling with allot of things all at once. Just like many other people out there. First off I am a 27 year mother of 3. Two girls and a boy. And 2 puppies! I'm getting married to a wonderful man this year. Also just moved into our new house.
But my biggest struggle is losing weight and keeping it off. After my second child I had trouble losing the weight. I started walking and when I went back to work I lose almost all that I gained. But after the 3 child I only lose about 15 pounds and keep all the rest. Last fall I was walking 6 days a week and was feeling great. I was even doing weight watchers. I had energy and was finally keeping up with my kids. Over the winter I "kinda feel off the wagon. So close I
doing the best loser workout video and walking on my treadmill.
So once again I have feel off the wagon. My doctor has put me on a diet. No red meat, no fats, low sodium, and work out! Yeah I have the time for all that! Oh and he has also but me on Alli. Hope it works! But I know it's really not that hard. Just plan meals snacks and workout...ok but fit it in with 3 kids, 2 dogs and a wedding to plan and house to unpack. also feeling really depressed lately...ok ok stop making excuses right.
I just needed a place where I can let it all out. Be honest and hope I can find some real help out there.
I feel so bad. I don't even wanna look at myself in the mirror. All I see is failure and Fat and more Fat. I say ok enough lets get back on track. Don't get me wrong I do have support at home just not the right kind I guess. He is skinny no matter what he eats.
So on with the point of this blog. My weight loss story will start tomorrow. I will get back on track with my Alli and eating better and working out. One goal a week!! plus trying to get more work outs in. I'm going to be totally open and hold nothing back with the numbers.
I'll weigh in once a week with workout updates.
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