Ok I haven't blogged in awhile. But enough of that. It's been almost 2 months since Eric left. We still can't talk with out fighting everytime we see each other. But it's getting better. I believe with every fiber of my being he is going threw an early mid life criss's. So I have finally came to the point where I'm just letting me go do what he wants. And hoping one day soon he will relize how much he is hurting his kids. (only seeing them 2 days a week and not calling them) He is acting like he is 17 again. But I guess set it free and if it was ment to be it will come back???
I had so much going on in my life with kids, dogs, house, babbysitting(to pay bills) that I lost controll of taking care of myself. I don't have time to work out and sometimes eat and sometimes don't. That is all about to change today!! I will make the time to workout. I will not spend my whole nite cleaning every little corner of the house..I will fit in a 30 minute work out! I do walk to the post office about everyday. Started taking the kids and dogs for a walk threw the trails they have in town. Just wish I had a sitter to watch them so I could go for a good walk! I gotta get the house unpacked so I can move in the tridmill!
Please let me find the strenght to stay strong threw this...losing Eric, my normal life...and help me lose all this FAT!!
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